I would if I could

I would love to have you in my arms,
I would love to say those words you wanted to hear,
To always be there for you,
To always near and close to you even when I am afar,
I would love to see you smile and laugh,
Either in rain or between the sunshine,
To listen to your stories, to share what really matters to you,

But, I'm sorry,
I'm always busy,
I'm always want to be on my own,
I'm always out to be alone,

Will you ever forgive me?