Mentioning

Someone ask me, why I don't update like before?
What happened?
Well, things are quite out of happening unexpectedly,
not any surprisingly unexpected,
let just say something happen not as I expected.

Things that I plan aren't happening like I've plan,
and I've been busy with other thing,
things that really matter,
things that are real,
reality and not just a memory.

Memories, they can stay there for thousand of years,
and not even wither away.
Reality, in other hands, are everyday, always new,
always something,
I don't blame anyone except myself.

I. Who failed and still failing.