Plead

Confused and lost,
Hoping for some guidance,
Yet its hidden,
The more I seek,
The harder to reach it.

Ya Rabb, my heart is so hurt,
Please take me away.
This world is a test and I'm failing.
Keep me strong.
Keep me wise.
I would give anything to take this pain away.

Ya Rabb, only with You I seek help,
Only with You I am calm,
If being alive would make me better, let me live,
But if only death is the only way, let it be.

Ya Allah, ya Rabb.
I'm lost and I need you.