And it is..

I wish, I could be there for you, the things I wanted to say.
The moments I wanted to share.
Time passed by between us, trailing our existance to the very first time we met.
Wish that I could keep what I had promised you. Wish that I could change for the better earlier. Wish it happened with you.
I wish you could ever read what I wrote.
For all I written inspired by you.
In some way.
Perhaps this is how it only can be.
Good luck.
Good night.