I had to.

There are things I want to say,
there are things I want to do,
there are things I want to change,
but I don't know how.
Am I a failure? Is this a test? Which I kept on failing?
Falling down is hard, getting backup is much harder.
I thought I was stronger,
but sitting here, writing this, reminds me how weak I am,
how pathetic a life of a person could be.
No. No.
This is the end, I had to end this.