December 2022

Alhamdulillah.

I've actually settle down.

Have a small of family of my own.

And I'm grateful for it.

Met my wife around April 2018.

Get married in 2020.

And now, I have a kid of my own.

She's so cute.

Alhamdulillah.

And smart too.

But this year, I lost my mum.

She passed away on 7th November.

Al Fatihah.

For all the good and bad that happened this year, I'm thankful.

Reading my old post, makes me wonder.

Is there nothing else in my head except love?

Then, when I have my own family, it is clear what it is I'm seeking for.

Love but not that sappy, cheesy, fun love.

But it is, love with the sacrifice and responbilities that it weighs upon.

That is kind of love that everyone should strive to have. 

The one that makes you gives it all when needed too, holding it strong when storm comes by and last forever when you are far apart.

That kind of love.

And who would have thought that?

That I'm still here?

Alhamdulillah, Ya Rabbal Alamin.